| i'll change n my blog..i'm tirde of xanga cause it always looks the same..
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| well..i'm sort of lazy these days..and really busy by the way..i haven't posted for 2 weeks..i know this year was supposed to be the easiest..dehm..don't under estimate the load you'll get during second year..and i'm just wondering how i'll ever survive third year?..yeah..worrying about the future..but i'm really scared..rarr..
anyways..the school is really getting into the COMPET MODE..cause there are like flyers of the boosters tryouts..and it was held this afternoon..i'm really excited about it..but my freakin grades..rarr..hw i wish i'll get a really satisfying grade this quarter..like i know it's hard to pull my grade in pinoi cause it's really low..but i'm really hoping i'll make this happen..the thing that coach said..suck..no training during third quarter..no gals..argghh..i'm really psyched about the whole thing..so i'm really gonna do my best on the tests..dehm..i wanna pass pinoi..dehm..that subject really sucks..
so..my life is really fun these past week..right melai??..haha..BOMB!!i dunno if you still remembered the "thing" we talked about during class..rarr..so cool ah..haha..
my face is sorta red..because of the dust i think in our classroom..or maybe the heat..i dunno..but i'm hoping the red thingy in my face will disapper..it looks ok..but i'm not used to having rosy..or red cheeks at all..it's really weird..anyways..me and tiks had fun during the period..cause we just played around in the classroom..we did stunts..handstand and all..then we played chinese garter..gosh..gradeschool days..memories..aww..
i'm gonna study nlang..or sleep..whatever i feel like doing..haha..to get ready for the exams..again..fuck..time is passing by so fast..we are already halfway through the year..then i'll be in third year..and DIE.....
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| yeah..it's friday today..and i like this week so much..well sort of..i liked my accomplishments this week..but i need to do more..like finish the ap project/do the cl project/do my reading report..dehmm...and i won't be able to dance..anyways..i'm happy cause i didn't get any letter about mt grades..yeah..i was so happy...*hangover ba*haha..so the week went by fine..most of my quizzes report are great..i can't believe i'm actually having fun at school..hehe..and i hope that this would continue..cause it's so cool..and i'm actually liking most of my teachers..anyways..some things about sandigan is really great..we have this group of people who can always make the class smile..yeah..i think you know who..and there is this one person who can't help but sleep during class..yeah..spacific..pinoi period..and ms didn't even notice her..cool...she can sleep even if her back is straight..coolness..then fio's phone rang during cl..cool tlga.l.anyways..i hope life will keep getting batter and better..anyways..i love the miss saigon we watched last wednesday..lea's voice is so great..like so amazing..we were like whoa when she auditioned..and she was just 18 back then..dehm..i hope i can sing like that..how i wish..so they started planning bout the performing arts clup presentation on the fair..coolness..many clubs will be participating..i hope my grades will qualify for the requirements..dehm..let's just hope for the best..
Dear You,
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you, even though this
is the best I can be. I'm sorry I have problems. I'm not perfect,
but please don't hate me. I'm sorry I gave you my love. I guess
you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart and ripped
it to pieces. Did it hurt you, too? I'm sorry I can't give you
perfection, because I'm far from it. I'm sorry you broke my heart..
The sharp pieces must have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared
about you so much when you forgot all about me...I guess you
were too busy caring about someone else. I'm sorry for putting
you through everything and it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for
crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer through my unwanted
love.. I'm really very sorry. <3
love that..
   
that's all for nowww..i'll do my projects...
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| dehm..i really want to compete..and guess what...i failed my quiz in pinoi..my seatmate's answer was pormal and it was right and mine was formal..guess what it was wrong..and i got 9/15..great..then in ap i failed..big time..i got 1/5..in the quiz about the islam religion..hate it..because there wasn't any dicussion it was just a play..and i can't quite get it...hmm..anyways..i think i failed the seatwork in math..dehm..it was freakin' hard..and miss don't even care if we get it or not..hate her..and she's pregnant by the way..again..that's why she have mood swings all the time...arghh..i hate this part of the quarter where we pass our subject slash do so much homeworks slash have quizzes everyday..in most of the subjects..hmmpph..and time passes by quickly..i just hope that i can still pull my grades up..yeah..i'm really praying for it..hoping that everything will turnout great this quarter..i know it's easy for others..but it quite hard for me..hmmpph..let's just hope for the best and prepare for the worst..anyways..in bio..we discussed 5.5-5.8..guess what we'll have a quiz on it on wednesday..how fast can things get?..
anyways..i reaqlly love this movie..it's so cool..haha..just like the life in gossip girl but it's in the urban part of the city..cooless..i just wish that life was so easy..
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| uhmm..i haven't posted for a long time..because i've been doing so many things..yeah..and they say 2nd year is easy..ha..as if..my schedule is somewhat hectic..because our projects are in need to be finished..and they still keep on giving us homeworks..and last friday we had 5 quizzes..pinoi.ap.bio.cl.english..the only subjects where we did'nt have a quiz is in swimming..and the..ms ambat wasn't there..great just great..then i just slept during the..i was really sleepy..and tired ..i'm currently hating my lifre right now because i have so many things to do..it's like i use the computer everyday to do assignments or projects..it sucks..then the quarterly test is really near..and i won't be able to dance in the first dance of pep..nice one..good thing my grades are better..i really need it..so that i will compete..yeah..we will compete..i'm so excited..and nervous about my grades..first compet..i hope i'll join them ..anyways..i still have to do my math home work and bio home work..plus the ap ,project..great..bye for now..
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